july 29 2024

we ended up walking around the mall windowshopping...
i have never felt more like a scared prey animal in my life than when i was out on that whole trip? jesus christ.
that felt awfullllll. the whole time my brain kept going 'you are FAILING the SOCIAL INTERACTION!!!! YOU ARE FAILING THE SOCIAL INTERACTION!!!! STOP FAILING THE SOCIAL INTERACTION AND ACT NORMAL!!!!!! FOR THE LOVE OF GOD ACT NORMAL!!!!!!' so for like half the time we were at the mall i was dead silent </3
im so sorrryyyyyyy :( audra im so sorrryyyyyyy raaahhh (audra is the pictured family member who offered to get me cheesecake)
i cant even eat the slice of cheesecake i brought home because i lied and said i ate at the mall to my aunt & grandma. this shit sucks. i need to go curl up and lay in bedddd

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